Ayup 31
1 «Men közüm bilen ehdileshken; Shuning üchün men qandaqmu qizlargha hewes qilip köz tashlap yürey?
I vowed to myself never to look with desire at young women.
2 Undaq qilsam üstümdiki Tengridin alidighan nésiwem néme bolar? Hemmige qadirdin alidighan mirasim néme bolar?
What should people expect to receive from God? What reward should the Almighty on high give them?
3 Bu gunahning netijisi heqqaniysizlargha bala-qaza emesmu? Qebihlik qilghanlargha külpet emesmu?
Isn't it disaster for the wicked and destruction for those who do wrong?
4 U méning yollirimni körüp turidu emesmu? Herbir qedemlirimni sanap turidu emesmu?
Doesn't God see everything I do—even count every step I take?
5 Eger saxtiliqqa hemrah bolup mangghan bolsam’idi! Eger putum aldamchiliq bilen bille bolushqa aldirighan bolsa,
Have I lived a deceitful life? Have I been eager to tell lies?
6 (Men adilliq mizanigha qoyulghan bolsam’idi! Undaqta Tengri eyibsizlikimdin xewer alalaytti!)
No! Let God weigh me on the scales of his justice and let him discover my integrity.
7 Eger qedimim yoldin chiqqan bolsa, könglüm közümge egiship mangghan bolsa, Eger qolumgha herqandaq dagh chaplashqan bolsa,
If I have wandered from God's way, if I have let what I see become my desires, if there's any stain of sin on my hands,
8 Undaqta men térighanni bashqa birsi yésun! Bixlirim yulunup tashliwétilsun!
then let someone else eat what I have sown, and all that I have grown be uprooted.
9 Eger qelbim melum bir ayaldin azdurulghan bolsa, Shu niyette qoshnamning ishik aldida paylap turghan bolsam,
If a woman has seduced me, or if I have looked for an opportunity to sleep with my neighbor's wife,
10 Öz ayalim bashqilarning tügminini tartidighan kün’ge qalsun, Bashqilar uni ayaq asti qilsun.
then let my wife serve another, let other men sleep with her.
11 Chünki bu esheddiy nomusluq gunahtur; U soraqchilar teripidin jazalinishi kérektur.
For that would be wicked, a sin deserving punishment,
12 [Bu gunah] bolsa ademni halak qilghuchi ottur; U méning barliq tapqanlirimni yulup alghan bolatti.
for this sin is like a fire that leads to destruction, destroying everything I have.
13 Eger qulumning yaki dédikimning manga qarita erzi bolghan bolsa, Ularning dewasini közümge ilmighan bolsam,
If I had refused to listen to my menservants or maidservants when they brought their complaints to me,
14 Undaqta Tengri méni soraqqa tartishqa ornidin turghanda qandaq qilimen? Eger U mendin soal-soraq alimen dep kelse, Men Uninggha qandaq jawab bérimen?
what would I do when God came to judge me? How would I reply if he investigated me?
15 Méni baliyatquda apiride qilghuchi ularnimu apiride qilghan emesmu. Men bilen u ikkimizni anilirimizning baliyatqusida töreldürgüchi bir emesmu?
Didn't the same God make all of us?
16 Eger miskinlerni öz arzu-ümidliridin tosqan bolsam, Eger tul xotunning köz nurini qarangghulashturghan bolsam,
Have I refused to give the poor what they needed, or caused widows to despair?
17 Yaki özümning bir chishlem nénimni yalghuz yégen bolsam, Uni yétim-yésir bilen bille yémigen bolsam
Have I even eaten just a piece of bread by myself? Haven't I always shared my food with orphans?
18 (Emeliyette yash waqtimdin tartip oghli ata bilen bille bolghandek umu men bilen bille turghanidi, Apamning qorsiqidin chiqqandin tartipla tul xotunning yölenchüki bolup keldim),
From when I was young I was a father to orphans and took care of widows.
19 Eger kiyim-kéchek kemlikidin halak bolay dégen birige, Yaki chapansiz bir yoqsulgha qarap olturghan bolsam,
If ever I saw someone needing clothes, the poor without anything to wear,
20 Eger uning belliri [kiyimsiz qélip] manga bext tilimigen bolsa, Eger u qozilirimning yungida issinmighan bolsa,
they always thanked me for the wool clothing that kept them warm.
21 Eger sheher derwazisi aldida «[Höküm chiqarghanlar arisida] méning yölenchüküm bar» dep, Yétim-yésirlargha ziyankeshlik qilishqa qol kötürgen bolsam,
If I raised my hand to hit an orphan, confident that if it came to court the judges would be on my side,
22 Undaqta mürem taghiqidin ajrilip chüshsun! Bilikim ügisidin sunup ketsun!
then let my shoulder be pulled from its joint, my arm wrenched out of its socket.
23 Chünki Tengri chüshürgen balayi’apet méni qorqunchqa salmaqta idi, Uning heywitidin undaq ishlarni qet’iy qilalmayttim.
Since I'm terrified of what punishment God may have in store for me, and because of his majesty, I could never do this.
24 Eger altun’gha ishinip uni öz tayanchim qilghan bolsam, Yaki sap altun’gha: «Yölenchükümsen!» dégen bolsam,
Have I put my trust in gold, calling fine gold, ‘My security’?
25 Eger bayliqlirim zor bolghanliqidin, Yaki qolum alghan gheniymettin shadlinip ketken bolsam,
Have I delighted in being rich, happy at all my wealth I had gained?
26 Eger men quyashning julasini chachqanliqini körüp, Yaki ayning aydingda mangghanliqini körüp,
Have I looked at the sun shining so brilliantly or the moon moving in majesty across the sky
27 Könglüm astirtin azdurulghan bolsa, Shundaqla [bulargha choqunup] aghzim qolumni söygen bolsa,
and been tempted to secretly worship them by kissing my hand to them in devotion?
28 Bumu soraqchi aldida gunah dep hésablinatti, Chünki shundaq qilghan bolsam men yuqirida turghuchi Tengrige wapasizliq qilghan bolattim.
This too would be a sin deserving punishment for it would mean I had denied God above.
29 Eger manga nepretlen’gen kishining halakitige qarighinimda shadlinip ketken bolsam, Béshigha külpet chüshkenlikidin xushal bolghan bolsam —
Have I ever been happy when disaster destroyed those who hated me, or celebrated when evil took them down?
30 (Emeliyette u tügeshsun dep qarghap, uning ölümini tilep aghzimni gunah ötküzüshke yol qoymighanmen)
I have never allowed my mouth to sin by putting a curse on someone's life.
31 Eger chédirimdikiler men toghruluq: «Xojayinimizning dastixinidin yep toyunmighan qéni kim bar?» démigen bolsa,
Haven't my family asked, ‘Is there anyone who has not eaten as much as they wanted of his food?’
32 (Musapirlardin kochida qalghini ezeldin yoqtur; Chünki ishikimni herdaim yoluchilargha échip kelgenmen)
I have never let strangers sleep in the street; I have opened my doors to travelers.
33 Eger Adem’atimizdek itaetsizliklirimni yapqan, Qebihlikimni könglümge yoshurghan bolsam,
Have I concealed my sins from others, hiding my wrongdoing deep inside me?
34 Hemde shuning üchün pütkül xalayiq aldida uning ashkarilinishidin qorqup yürgen bolsam, Jemiyetning kemsitishliri manga wehime qilghan bolsa, Shuning bilen men talagha chiqmay yürgen bolsam, ...
Was I afraid of what everybody else would think, scared of the contempt families would show me, so that I kept quiet and didn't go outside?
35 — Ah, manga qulaq salghuchi birsi bolsidi! Mana, imzayimni qoyup bérey; Hemmige Qadir manga jawab bersun! Reqibim méning üstümdin erz yazsun!
Why won't anyone listen to what I'm saying! I'm signing my name to endorse everything I've said. Let the Almighty answer me. Let my accuser write down what he is charging me with.
36 Shu erzni zimmemge artattim emesmu? Choqum tajlardek béshimgha kiyiwalattim.
I would hold them up high; I would wear them on my head like a crown.
37 Men Uninggha qedemlirimning pütün sanini hésablap bérettim; Shahzadidek men Uning aldigha barattim.
I would explain to him everything I'd done; I would hold my head high before him.
38 Eger öz étizlirim manga qarshi guwah bolup chuqan kötürse, Uning chünekliri bilen birge yighlashsa,
If my land has cried out against me; if her furrows have wept over me;
39 Chünki chiqarghan méwisini heq tölimey yégen bolsam, Höddigerlerni halsizlandurup nepisini toxtatqan bolsam,
if I have taken its crops without payment or if I have caused harm to the farmers;
40 Undaqta bughdayning ornida shumbuya össun! Arpining ornida mestek össun. Mana shuning bilen [men] Ayupning sözliri tamam wessalam!»
then let thorns grow instead of wheat, and weeds instead of barley.” The words of Job are ended.
