Nehemia 1
1 Inilah laporan Nehemia anak Hakhalya tentang kegiatan-kegiatannya. Dalam bulan Kislew pada tahun kedua puluh pemerintahan Artahsasta sebagai raja di Persia, aku, Nehemia, ada di Susan, ibukota kerajaan.
The words of Nehemiah, the son of Hacaliah. And it happened that, in the month of Chislev, in the twentieth year, I was in the capital city of Susa.
2 Pada waktu itu, saudaraku Hanani, datang dari Yehuda bersama beberapa orang. Lalu mereka kutanyai tentang keadaan di Yerusalem dan orang-orang Yahudi yang telah kembali dari pembuangan di Babel.
And Hanani, one of my brothers, arrived, he and some men of Judah. And I questioned them about the Jews who had remained and were left behind from the captivity, and about Jerusalem.
3 Mereka menceritakan bahwa orang-orang bekas buangan yang telah kembali ke tanah air itu, kini hidup sengsara dan dihina oleh bangsa-bangsa asing yang ada di sekitarnya. Lagipula, tembok-tembok kota Yerusalem masih hancur berantakan dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya belum diperbaiki sejak dibakar di waktu yang lampau.
And they said to me: “Those who have remained and have been left behind from the captivity, there in the province, are in great affliction and in disgrace. And the wall of Jerusalem has been broken apart, and its gates have been burned with fire.”
4 Mendengar berita itu, aku duduk dan menangis. Berhari-hari lamanya aku bersedih hati. Aku terus berpuasa sambil berdoa kepada Allah,
And when I had heard this manner of words, I sat down, and I wept and mourned for many days. I fasted and prayed before the face of the God of heaven.
5 "Ya TUHAN Allah penguasa di surga. Engkau Allah yang Besar dan kami menghadap Engkau dengan penuh rasa takut. Engkau tetap setia dan memegang janji-Mu kepada orang yang cinta kepada-Mu dan mentaati perintah-Mu.
And I said: “I beg you, O Lord, God of heaven, strong, great, and terrible, who keeps covenant and mercy with those who love you and who keep your commandments:
6 Pandanglah aku ya TUHAN, dan dengarkan doa yang kunaikkan ke hadapan-Mu siang dan malam untuk umat Israel, hamba-hamba-Mu itu. Aku mengakui bahwa kami, umat Israel, telah berdosa; aku dan para leluhurku telah berdosa juga.
may your ears be attentive, and may your eyes be open, so that you may hear the prayer of your servant, which I am praying before you today, night and day, for the sons of Israel, your servants. And I am confessing the sins of the sons of Israel, which they have sinned against you. We have sinned, I and my father’s house.
7 Kami telah mendurhaka kepada-Mu dan melanggar perintah-perintah-Mu. Kami tidak mematuhi hukum-hukum yang telah Kauberikan kepada kami melalui Musa, hamba-Mu itu.
We have been seduced by vanity. And we have not kept your commandments and ceremonies and judgments, which you have instructed to your servant Moses.
8 Ya TUHAN, ingatlah kata-kata-Mu yang diucapkan Musa atas perintah-Mu, bahwa jika kami, umat Israel, tidak setia kepada-Mu, kami akan Kauceraiberaikan di antara bangsa-bangsa lain.
Remember the word which you commanded to your servant Moses, saying: ‘When you will have transgressed, I will disperse you among the nations.
9 Tetapi jika kami kembali lagi kepada-Mu dan mentaati perintah-perintah-Mu, maka kami yang sudah tercerai-berai itu akan Kaukumpulkan lagi, meskipun kami ada di ujung-ujung bumi. Lalu kami akan Kaukembalikan ke tempat yang sudah Kaupilih untuk menjadi tempat beribadat kepada-Mu.
But if you will return to me, and keep my precepts, and do them, even if you will have been led away to the furthest reaches of the heavens, I will gather you from there, and I will lead you back to the place that I have chosen so that my name would dwell there.’
10 TUHAN, kami ini hamba-hamba-Mu, umat-Mu sendiri yang telah Kauselamatkan dengan kuasa dan kekuatan-Mu yang hebat.
And these same are your servants and your people, whom you have redeemed by your great strength and by your powerful hand.
11 Dengarkanlah doaku dan doa semua hamba-Mu yang lain, yang mau menghormati Engkau. Berikanlah pertolongan-Mu supaya pada hari ini hamba-Mu ini berhasil mendapat belas kasihan dari raja." Pada masa itu aku adalah pengurus minuman raja.
I beg you, O Lord, may your ear be attentive to the prayer of your servant, and to the prayer of your servants who are willing to fear your name. And so, guide your servant today, and grant to him mercy before this man.” For I was the cupbearer of the king.
