Nehemia 1
1 Inilah laporan Nehemia anak Hakhalya tentang kegiatan-kegiatannya. Dalam bulan Kislew pada tahun kedua puluh pemerintahan Artahsasta sebagai raja di Persia, aku, Nehemia, ada di Susan, ibukota kerajaan.
The words of Neemias the son of Chelcia. And it came to pass in the month Chaseleu, of the twentieth year, that I was in Susan the palace.
2 Pada waktu itu, saudaraku Hanani, datang dari Yehuda bersama beberapa orang. Lalu mereka kutanyai tentang keadaan di Yerusalem dan orang-orang Yahudi yang telah kembali dari pembuangan di Babel.
And Anani, one of my brethren, came, he and [some] men of Juda; and I asked them concerning those that had escaped, who had been left of the captivity, and concerning Jerusalem.
3 Mereka menceritakan bahwa orang-orang bekas buangan yang telah kembali ke tanah air itu, kini hidup sengsara dan dihina oleh bangsa-bangsa asing yang ada di sekitarnya. Lagipula, tembok-tembok kota Yerusalem masih hancur berantakan dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya belum diperbaiki sejak dibakar di waktu yang lampau.
And they said to me, The remnant, [even] those that are left of the captivity, [are] there in the land, in great distress and reproach: and the walls of Jerusalem [are] thrown down, and its gates are burnt with fire.
4 Mendengar berita itu, aku duduk dan menangis. Berhari-hari lamanya aku bersedih hati. Aku terus berpuasa sambil berdoa kepada Allah,
And it came to pass, when I heard these words, [that] I sat down and wept, and mourned for [several] days, and continued fasting and praying before the God of heaven.
5 "Ya TUHAN Allah penguasa di surga. Engkau Allah yang Besar dan kami menghadap Engkau dengan penuh rasa takut. Engkau tetap setia dan memegang janji-Mu kepada orang yang cinta kepada-Mu dan mentaati perintah-Mu.
And I said, Nay, I pray you, O Lord God of heaven, the mighty, the great and terrible, keeping your covenant and mercy to them that love him, and to those that keep his commandments:
6 Pandanglah aku ya TUHAN, dan dengarkan doa yang kunaikkan ke hadapan-Mu siang dan malam untuk umat Israel, hamba-hamba-Mu itu. Aku mengakui bahwa kami, umat Israel, telah berdosa; aku dan para leluhurku telah berdosa juga.
let now your ear be attentive, and your eyes open, that you may hear the prayer of your servant, which I pray before you at this time, this day [both] day and night, for the children of Israel your servants, and make confession for the sins of the children of Israel, which we have sinned against you: both I and the house of my father have sinned.
7 Kami telah mendurhaka kepada-Mu dan melanggar perintah-perintah-Mu. Kami tidak mematuhi hukum-hukum yang telah Kauberikan kepada kami melalui Musa, hamba-Mu itu.
We have altogether broken [covenant] with you, and we have not kept the commandments, and the ordinances, and the judgements, which you did command your servant Moses.
8 Ya TUHAN, ingatlah kata-kata-Mu yang diucapkan Musa atas perintah-Mu, bahwa jika kami, umat Israel, tidak setia kepada-Mu, kami akan Kauceraiberaikan di antara bangsa-bangsa lain.
Remember, I pray you, the word wherewith you did charge your servant Moses, saying, If you break covenant [with me], I will disperse you amongst the nations.
9 Tetapi jika kami kembali lagi kepada-Mu dan mentaati perintah-perintah-Mu, maka kami yang sudah tercerai-berai itu akan Kaukumpulkan lagi, meskipun kami ada di ujung-ujung bumi. Lalu kami akan Kaukembalikan ke tempat yang sudah Kaupilih untuk menjadi tempat beribadat kepada-Mu.
But if you turn again to me, and keep my commandments, and do them; if you should be scattered under the utmost [bound] of heaven, thence will I gather them, and I will bring them into the place which I have chosen to cause my name to dwell there.
10 TUHAN, kami ini hamba-hamba-Mu, umat-Mu sendiri yang telah Kauselamatkan dengan kuasa dan kekuatan-Mu yang hebat.
Now they [are] your servants and your people, whom you have redeemed with your great power, and with your strong hand.
11 Dengarkanlah doaku dan doa semua hamba-Mu yang lain, yang mau menghormati Engkau. Berikanlah pertolongan-Mu supaya pada hari ini hamba-Mu ini berhasil mendapat belas kasihan dari raja." Pada masa itu aku adalah pengurus minuman raja.
[Turn] not [away], I pray you, O Lord, but let your ear be attentive to the prayer of your servant, and to the prayer of your servants, who desire to fear your name: and prosper, I pray you, your servant this day, and cause him to find mercy in the sight of this man. Now I was the king's cupbearer.
