Nehemiah 2
1 Now it happened that, in the month of Nisan, in the twentieth year of king Artaxerxes, wine was before him; and I lifted up the wine, and I gave it to the king. And I was like someone languishing before his face.
Pada suatu hari, empat bulan kemudian, yaitu pada bulan Nisan, ketika Raja Artahsasta sedang makan, aku menghidangkan anggur kepadanya dengan muka murung. Belum pernah aku tampak murung di hadapannya seperti pada hari itu.
2 And the king said to me: “Why is your expression sad, though you do not appear to be sick? This is not without cause, but some evil, I know not what, is in your heart.” And I was struck with an exceedingly great fear.
Sebab itu ia bertanya, "Mengapa kau kelihatan begitu sedih padahal tidak sakit? Pasti ada sesuatu yang kaurisaukan." Aku terkejut,
3 And I said to the king: “O king, live forever. Why should my expression not be mournful, since the city of the house of the sepulchers of my father is desolate, and its gates have been burned with fire?”
lalu menjawab, "Hiduplah Baginda untuk selama-lamanya! Bagaimana hamba tidak sedih, kalau kota tempat kuburan nenek moyang hamba sekarang tinggal puing-puing belaka dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya telah hancur dimakan api."
4 And the king said to me: “What would you request?” And I prayed to the God of heaven.
Raja bertanya, "Jadi, apa yang kauinginkan?" Dalam hati aku berdoa kepada Allah penguasa di surga,
5 And I said to the king: “If it seems good to the king, and if your servant is pleasing before your face: that you would send me into Judea, to the city of the sepulcher of my father. And I will rebuild it.”
lalu aku berkata kepada raja, "Kalau Baginda berkenan dan mau mengabulkan permintaan hamba, utuslah hamba ke tanah Yehuda untuk membangun kembali kota tempat kuburan nenek moyang hamba."
6 And the king said to me, with the queen who was sitting beside him: “Until what time will your journey be, and when will you return?” And it was pleasing before the countenance of the king, and so he sent me. And I established a time for him.
Lalu raja yang sedang duduk didampingi Sri Ratu, mengabulkan permohonanku. Ia bertanya berapa lama aku akan tinggal di sana dan kapan kembali, maka kuberitahukan kepadanya tanggal yang telah kutentukan.
7 And I said to the king: “If it seems good to the king, may he give me letters to the governors of the region beyond the river, so that they may lead me through, until I arrive in Judea,
Kemudian aku minta surat untuk para gubernur di provinsi Efrat Barat, supaya mereka memudahkan perjalananku sampai ke Yehuda.
8 and a letter to Asaph, the keeper of the king’s forest, so that he may give me timber, in order that I may be able to cover the gates of the tower of the house, and the walls of the city, and the house that I will enter.” And the king granted to me in accord with the good hand of my God, who is with me.
Selain itu, aku juga minta surat untuk Asaf, pengawas hutan kerajaan, supaya ia menyediakan kayu untuk pintu gerbang benteng di dekat Rumah TUHAN, dan untuk tembok kota serta rumah yang akan kudiami. Raja memenuhi semua permintaanku itu, karena Allah menolong aku.
9 And I went to the governors of the region beyond the river, and I gave them the letters of the king. Now the king had sent with me military leaders and horsemen.
Bersama dengan beberapa perwira dan tentara berkuda, yang atas perintah raja mengiringiku, berangkatlah aku ke Efrat Barat. Di sana surat raja itu kusampaikan kepada para gubernur.
10 And Sanballat, a Horonite, and the servant Tobiah, an Ammonite, heard this. And they were saddened, with a great affliction, that a man had arrived who was seeking the prosperity of the sons of Israel.
Tetapi ketika Sanbalat, orang Bet-Horon, dan Tobia, seorang pejabat dari Amon, mendengar bahwa aku datang untuk kepentingan bangsa Israel, mereka menjadi sangat kesal.
11 And I arrived at Jerusalem, and I was there for three days.
Aku sampai di Yerusalem, lalu beristirahat tiga hari.
12 And I got up in the night, I and a few men with me. And I did not reveal to anyone what God had placed in my heart to do in Jerusalem. And there was no animal with me, except the animal on which I was sitting.
Selama itu aku tidak memberitahukan kepada siapa pun bahwa Allah memberi ilham kepadaku untuk membangun kembali kota Yerusalem. Besoknya malam-malam aku bangun lalu mengajak beberapa teman pergi ke luar kota. Selain keledai yang kukendarai, kami tidak membawa hewan tunggangan yang lain.
13 And I departed in the night through the gate of the valley, and before the fountain of the dragon, and toward the dung gate. And I considered the wall of Jerusalem, which was broken apart, and its gates, which had been consumed by fire.
Hari masih malam, ketika kami meninggalkan kota melalui Pintu Gerbang Lembah di sebelah barat. Kami menuju ke arah selatan, ke Pintu Gerbang Sampah, melalui Mata Air Naga. Dalam perjalanan itu aku memeriksa kerusakan-kerusakan pada tembok kota dan kulihat pula pintu-pintu gerbang yang telah habis dimakan api.
14 And I continued on to the gate of the fountain, and to the aqueduct of the king. And there was no room for the beast on which I was sitting to pass through.
Kemudian dari bagian timur kota kami terus ke utara, ke Pintu Gerbang Air Mancur dan Kolam Raja. Tetapi di situ tidak ada tempat berjalan untuk keledai yang kukendarai itu, karena terlalu banyak reruntuhan.
15 And so I climbed up in the night along the torrent, and I considered the wall. And turning back, I went by the gate of the valley, and I returned.
Jadi, kami turun ke Lembah Kidron dan meneruskan perjalanan pada malam itu, sambil memeriksa tembok kota. Setelah itu kami membelok dan kembali ke kota melalui Pintu Gerbang Lembah.
16 Now the magistrates did not know where I had gone, or what I had done. For I had revealed nothing, even to that point in time, to the Jews, or to the priests, or to the nobles, or to the magistrates, or to the others who were doing the work.
Tak seorang pun dari para pemuka rakyat tahu ke mana aku pergi, dan apa yang sedang kurencanakan. Sebab sampai waktu itu aku belum mengatakan apa-apa kepada orang-orang sebangsaku, baik kepada para imam maupun kepada para pemuka, atau kepada para pegawai, dan siapa saja yang akan turut membangun kota Yerusalem.
17 And so I said to them: “You know the affliction in which we are, because Jerusalem is desolate, and its gates have been consumed by fire. Come, and let us rebuild the walls of Jerusalem, and let us no longer be in disgrace.”
Tetapi kemudian aku berkata kepada mereka, "Lihatlah keadaan kita yang sengsara ini! Yerusalem tinggal puing-puing dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya habis dimakan api. Marilah kita membangun kembali tembok-tembok kota Yerusalem supaya kita tidak dihina lagi."
18 And I revealed to them how the hand of my God was with me for good, and the words of the king, which he had spoken to me. And I said: “Let us rise up, and build.” And their hands were strengthened for good.
Lalu kuceritakan kepada mereka bagaimana Allah menolongku dan apa yang telah dikatakan raja kepadaku. Mereka menjawab, "Mari kita mulai membangun!" Lalu bersiap-siaplah mereka untuk mulai bekerja.
19 But Sanballat, a Horonite, and the servant Tobiah, an Ammonite, and Geshem, an Arab, heard of it. And they ridiculed and disparaged us, and they said: “What is this thing that you are doing? Could you be rebelling against the king?”
Ketika rencana kami itu ketahuan oleh Sanbalat, Tobia dan Gesyem, seorang Arab, mereka menertawakan dan mengejek kami. Kata mereka, "Apa yang hendak kamu lakukan? Apakah kamu mau memberontak terhadap raja?"
20 And I replied to them a word, and I said to them: “The God of heaven himself is helping us, and we are his servants. Let us rise up and build. But there is no portion, or justice, or remembrance in Jerusalem for you.”
Aku menjawab, "Allah penguasa di surga akan membuat pekerjaan kami berhasil. Kami adalah hamba-hambanya dan kami akan mulai membangun. Tetapi kamu tidak mempunyai hak atau milik apa pun di Yerusalem. Bahkan bila orang berbicara tentang Yerusalem, namamu tak akan disebut-sebut."
