Psalms 38

1 A Psalm by David, for a memorial. Yahweh, don’t rebuke me in your wrath, neither chasten me in your hot displeasure.

O lord, rebuke me not in your wrath: neither chasten me in your hot displeasure.

2 For your arrows have pierced me, your hand presses hard on me.

For your arrows stick fast in me, and your hand presses me sore.

3 There is no soundness in my flesh because of your indignation, neither is there any health in my bones because of my sin.

There is no soundness in my flesh because of your anger; neither is there any rest in my bones because of my sin.

4 For my iniquities have gone over my head. As a heavy burden, they are too heavy for me.

For mine iniquities are gone over mine head: as an heavy burden they are too heavy for me.

5 My wounds are loathsome and corrupt because of my foolishness.

My wounds stink and are corrupt because of my foolishness.

6 I am in pain and bowed down greatly. I go mourning all day long.

I am troubled; I am bowed down greatly; I go mourning all the day long.

7 For my waist is filled with burning. There is no soundness in my flesh.

For my loins are filled with a loathsome disease: and there is no soundness in my flesh.

8 I am faint and severely bruised. I have groaned by reason of the anguish of my heart.

I am feeble and sore broken: I have roared by reason of the chaos of my heart.

9 Lord, all my desire is before you. My groaning is not hidden from you.

Lord, all my desire is before you; and my groaning is not hid from you.

10 My heart throbs. My strength fails me. As for the light of my eyes, it has also left me.

My heart pants, my strength fails me: as for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me.

11 My lovers and my friends stand aloof from my plague. My kinsmen stand far away.

My lovers and my friends stand aloof from my sore; and my kinsmen stand far off.

12 They also who seek after my life lay snares. Those who seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and meditate deceits all day long.

They also that seek after my life lay snares for me: and they that seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and imagine deceits all the day long.

13 But I, as a deaf man, don’t hear. I am as a mute man who doesn’t open his mouth.

But I, as a deaf man, heard not; and I was as a dumb man that opens not his mouth.

14 Yes, I am as a man who doesn’t hear, in whose mouth are no reproofs.

Thus I was as a man that hears not, and in whose mouth are no reproofs.

15 For I hope in you, Yahweh. You will answer, Lord my God.

For in you, O LORD, do I hope: you will hear, O Lord my God.

16 For I said, “Don’t let them gloat over me, or exalt themselves over me when my foot slips.”

For I said, Hear me, lest otherwise they should rejoice over me: when my foot slips, they magnify themselves against me.

17 For I am ready to fall. My pain is continually before me.

For I am ready to halt, and my sorrow is continually before me.

18 For I will declare my iniquity. I will be sorry for my sin.

For I will declare mine iniquity; I will be sorry for my sin.

19 But my enemies are vigorous and many. Those who hate me without reason are numerous.

But mine enemies are lively, and they are strong: and they that hate me wrongfully are multiplied.

20 They who render evil for good are also adversaries to me, because I follow what is good.

They also that render evil for good are mine adversaries; because I follow the thing that good is.

21 Don’t forsake me, Yahweh. My God, don’t be far from me.

Forsake me not, O LORD: O my God, be not far from me.

22 Hurry to help me, Lord, my salvation.

Make haste to help me, O Lord my salvation.