< أَيُّوبَ 31 >

«عَهْدًا قَطَعْتُ لِعَيْنَيَّ، فَكَيْفَ أَتَطَلَّعُ فِي عَذْرَاءَ؟ ١ 1
A covenant had I made with my eyes: how then should I fix my look on a virgin?
وَمَا هِيَ قِسْمَةُ ٱللهِ مِنْ فَوْقُ، وَنَصِيبُ ٱلْقَدِيرِ مِنَ ٱلْأَعَالِي؟ ٢ 2
And what then would have been my portion of God from above? and what lot of the Almighty from on high?
أَلَيْسَ ٱلْبَوَارُ لِعَامِلِ ٱلشَّرِّ، وَٱلنُّكْرُ لِفَاعِلِي ٱلْإِثْمِ؟ ٣ 3
Is not calamity [ready] for the unjust? and misfortune for the wrong-doers?
أَلَيْسَ هُوَ يَنْظُرُ طُرُقِي، وَيُحْصِي جَمِيعَ خَطَوَاتِي؟ ٤ 4
Behold, he truly seeth my ways, and numbereth all my steps;
إِنْ كُنْتُ قَدْ سَلَكْتُ مَعَ ٱلْكَذِبِ، أَوْ أَسْرَعَتْ رِجْلِي إِلَى ٱلْغِشِّ، ٥ 5
[And knoweth] whether I have walked with vain desires, or if my foot hath hastened after deceit.
لِيَزِنِّي فِي مِيزَانِ ٱلْحَقِّ، فَيَعْرِفَ ٱللهُ كَمَالِي. ٦ 6
Let him weigh me then in a righteous balance, and let God acknowledge my integrity,
إِنْ حَادَتْ خَطَوَاتِي عَنِ ٱلطَّرِيقِ، وَذَهَبَ قَلْبِي وَرَاءَ عَيْنَيَّ، أَوْ لَصِقَ عَيْبٌ بِكَفِّي، ٧ 7
If my step have turned aside from the [proper] way, and my heart have walked after my eyes, and if any blemish have cleaved to my hands:
أَزْرَعْ وَغَيْرِي يَأْكُلْ، وَفُرُوعِي تُسْتَأْصَلْ. ٨ 8
Then let me sow, and let another eat; and let what I have growing be rooted out.
«إِنْ غَوِيَ قَلْبِي عَلَى ٱمْرَأَةٍ، أَوْ كَمَنْتُ عَلَى بَابِ قَرِيبِي، ٩ 9
If my heart have been beguiled toward a woman, or if I have lain in wait at my neighbor's door:
فَلْتَطْحَنِ ٱمْرَأَتِي لِآخَرَ، وَلْيَنْحَنِ عَلَيْهَا آخَرُونَ. ١٠ 10
Then may my wife labor at the mill for another, and may strangers ill-use her;
لِأَنَّ هَذِهِ رَذِيلَةٌ، وَهِيَ إِثْمٌ يُعْرَضُ لِلْقُضَاةِ. ١١ 11
For this would be incest; yea, it would be an iniquity [to be punished by] the judges;
لِأَنَّهَا نَارٌ تَأْكُلُ حَتَّى إِلَى ٱلْهَلَاكِ، وَتَسْتَأْصِلُ كُلَّ مَحْصُولِي. ١٢ 12
For it would be a fire that consumeth down to the place of corruption, and would root out all my products.
«إِنْ كُنْتُ رَفَضْتُ حَقَّ عَبْدِي وَأَمَتِي فِي دَعْوَاهُمَا عَلَيَّ، ١٣ 13
If ever I cast aside the justice due to my man-servant and my maid-servant, when they contended with me:
فَمَاذَا كُنْتُ أَصْنَعُ حِينَ يَقُومُ ٱللهُ؟ وَإِذَا ٱفْتَقَدَ، فَبِمَاذَا أُجِيبُهُ؟ ١٤ 14
What then could I do when God should rise up? and when he should investigate, what could I answer him?
أَوَلَيْسَ صَانِعِي فِي ٱلْبَطْنِ صَانِعَهُ، وَقَدْ صَوَّرَنَا وَاحِدٌ فِي ٱلرَّحِمِ؟ ١٥ 15
Did not he that made me make him born or a woman? and did not the same one fashion us in the womb?
إِنْ كُنْتُ مَنَعْتُ ٱلْمَسَاكِينَ عَنْ مُرَادِهِمْ، أَوْ أَفْنَيْتُ عَيْنَيِ ٱلْأَرْمَلَةِ، ١٦ 16
If ever I denied the wish of the indigent, or ever allowed the eyes of the widow to fall [in vain hopes];
أَوْ أَكَلْتُ لُقْمَتِي وَحْدِي فَمَا أَكَلَ مِنْهَا ٱلْيَتِيمُ. ١٧ 17
Or if ever I ate my bread by myself alone, and the fatherless did not eat thereof;
بَلْ مُنْذُ صِبَايَ كَبِرَ عِنْدِي كَأَبٍ، وَمِنْ بَطْنِ أُمِّي هَدَيْتُهَا. ١٨ 18
(For from my youth he was brought up with me, as though we were of one father, and I have guided her [as though she was sprung] from my mother's womb; )
إِنْ كُنْتُ رَأَيْتُ هَالِكًا لِعَدَمِ ٱللِّبْسِ أَوْ فَقِيرًا بِلَا كِسْوَةٍ، ١٩ 19
If ever I saw any one perishing for want of clothing, or the needy without covering:
إِنْ لَمْ تُبَارِكْنِي حَقَوَاهُ وَقَدِ ٱسْتَدْفَأَ بِجَزَّةِ غَنَمِي. ٢٠ 20
If his loins have not blessed me, and if he have not been warmed with the fleece of my sheep;
إِنْ كُنْتُ قَدْ هَزَزْتُ يَدِي عَلَى ٱلْيَتِيمِ لَمَّا رَأَيْتُ عَوْنِي فِي ٱلْبَابِ، ٢١ 21
If I have swung my hand against the fatherless, because I saw in the gate those that would help me:
فَلْتَسْقُطْ عَضُدِي مِنْ كَتِفِي، وَلْتَنْكَسِرْ ذِرَاعِي مِنْ قَصَبَتِهَا، ٢٢ 22
Then may my shoulder fall from my shoulder-blade, and my arm be broken from the channel-bone;
لِأَنَّ ٱلْبَوَارَ مِنَ ٱللهِ رُعْبٌ عَلَيَّ، وَمِنْ جَلَالِهِ لَمْ أَسْتَطِعْ. ٢٣ 23
For dreaded by me was the calamitous punishment of God, and against his highness I can accomplish nothing.
«إِنْ كُنْتُ قَدْ جَعَلْتُ ٱلذَّهَبَ عَمْدَتِي، أَوْ قُلْتُ لِلْإِبْرِيزِ: أَنْتَ مُتَّكَلِي. ٢٤ 24
If I have made gold my confidence, or have said to the fine gold, Thou art my trust:
إِنْ كُنْتُ قَدْ فَرِحْتُ إِذْ كَثُرَتْ ثَرْوَتِي وَلِأَنَّ يَدِي وَجَدَتْ كَثِيرًا. ٢٥ 25
If ever I rejoiced because my wealth was abundant, and because my hand had gotten much;
إِنْ كُنْتُ قَدْ نَظَرْتُ إِلَى ٱلنُّورِ حِينَ ضَاءَ، أَوْ إِلَى ٱلْقَمَرِ يَسِيرُ بِٱلْبَهَاءِ، ٢٦ 26
If ever I looked at the light [of the sun] when he shone brightly and on the moon walking in splendor:
وَغَوِيَ قَلْبِي سِرًّا، وَلَثَمَ يَدِي فَمِي، ٢٧ 27
And my heart became misled in secret, and my hand kissed my mouth:
فَهَذَا أَيْضًا إِثْمٌ يُعْرَضُ لِلْقُضَاةِ، لِأَنِّي أَكُونُ قَدْ جَحَدْتُ ٱللهَ مِنْ فَوْقُ. ٢٨ 28
This also were an iniquity to be punished by the judge; for thus would I have denied the God that is above.
«إِنْ كُنْتُ قَدْ فَرِحْتُ بِبَلِيَّةِ مُبْغِضِي أَوْ شَمِتُّ حِينَ أَصَابَهُ سُوءٌ. ٢٩ 29
If ever I rejoiced at the downfall of him that hated me, or was elated when evil befell him; —
بَلْ لَمْ أَدَعْ حَنَكِي يُخْطِئُ فِي طَلَبِ نَفْسِهِ بِلَعْنَةٍ. ٣٠ 30
But I suffered not my mouth to sin by denouncing with a curse his soul: —
إِنْ كَانَ أَهْلُ خَيْمَتِي لَمْ يَقُولُوا: مَنْ يَأْتِي بِأَحَدٍ لَمْ يَشْبَعْ مِنْ طَعَامِهِ؟ ٣١ 31
If the men of my tent said not, Oh is there one that is not satisfied of his flesh; —
غَرِيبٌ لَمْ يَبِتْ فِي ٱلْخَارِجِ. فَتَحْتُ لِلْمُسَافِرِ أَبْوَابِي. ٣٢ 32
In the street a stranger had not to lodge; my doors I held open to the roadside;
إِنْ كُنْتُ قَدْ كَتَمْتُ كَٱلنَّاسِ ذَنْبِي لِإِخْفَاءِ إِثْمِي فِي حِضْنِي. ٣٣ 33
If I covered up my transgressions like a common man, by hiding in my bosom my iniquity;
إِذْ رَهِبْتُ جُمْهُورًا غَفِيرًا، وَرَوَّعَتْنِي إِهَانَةُ ٱلْعَشَائِرِ، فَكَفَفْتُ وَلَمْ أَخْرُجْ مِنَ ٱلْبَابِ. ٣٤ 34
Because I dreaded the great multitude, or because the contempt of families did terrify me, so that I kept silence, and dared not to go out of the door; —
مَنْ لِي بِمَنْ يَسْمَعُنِي؟ هُوَذَا إِمْضَائِي. لِيُجِبْنِي ٱلْقَدِيرُ. وَمَنْ لِي بِشَكْوَى كَتَبَهَا خَصْمِي، ٣٥ 35
Oh who will bring me one that would hear me! behold, here is my plea; may the Almighty answer me; and any record which my opponent may have written, —
فَكُنْتُ أَحْمِلُهَا عَلَى كَتِفِي. كُنْتُ أُعْصِبُهَا تَاجًا لِي. ٣٦ 36
Surely upon my shoulder would I carry it: I would bind it as a crown unto me.
كُنْتُ أُخْبِرُهُ بِعَدَدِ خَطَوَاتِي وَأَدْنُو مِنْهُ كَشَرِيفٍ. ٣٧ 37
The number of my steps would I tell him: as [to] a prince would I go near unto him.—
إِنْ كَانَتْ أَرْضِي قَدْ صَرَخَتْ عَلَيَّ وَتَبَاكَتْ أَتْلَامُهَا جَمِيعًا. ٣٨ 38
If my land ever cried out because of me, or if its furrows wept together;
إِنْ كُنْتُ قَدْ أَكَلْتُ غَلَّتَهَا بِلَا فِضَّةٍ، أَوْ أَطْفَأْتُ أَنْفُسَ أَصْحَابِهَا، ٣٩ 39
If I ever consumed its strength without payment, or caused the soul of its owners to grieve:
فَعِوَضَ ٱلْحِنْطَةِ لِيَنْبُتْ شَوْكٌ، وَبَدَلَ ٱلشَّعِيرِ زَوَانٌ». تَمَّتْ أَقْوَالُ أَيُّوبَ. ٤٠ 40
Then may instead of wheat, thorns come forth, and instead of barley, cockle. (Here end the words of Job.)

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